of 45 counts of sexually abusing ten young boys. sandusky is expected to do what he did not do at his trial, to stand up and profess his innocence. but last night in yet another bizarre twist to this case, he preempted himself with a three-minute audio statement from jail that aired on a penn state student run radio station. >> they can take away my life. they can make me out as a monster. they can treat me as a monster, but they can't take away my heart. in my heart, i know i did not do these alleged disgusting acts. my wife has been my only sex partner and that was after marriage. >> reporter: in addition, sandusky blame whad amounted to a conspiracy against him. >> the young man started everything, joined by a well orchestrated effort of the media, investigators, the system, penn state, psychologists, penn state, civil attorneys and other accusers. he won. >> reporter: he also went on to suggest that his experience could help other children. >> some vulnerable children who could be abused might not be as a result of all the publicity. that would be nice, but i'm not sure about it.